So my stomach is going weird and I think I’m going to throw up.
Liveblogging my illness pce
Yesterday my mother tried to make me take pills and I started crying.
"Stop trying to ‘get it together’. The biggest lie we’re told when we’re growing up is that soon as we’re adults, as soon as we’re in college, finish college, get that job, have that steady income, find that someone special, ‘find ourselves’, find that perfect house, get that retirement fund, have those children, everything will fall into place. Here’s a secret: it won’t. Every new development in your life, good or bad, big or small, will come with its own very special set of challenges. The sooner you accept that, the better off you’ll be."
-Unknown (via professional-princess)
(Source: onlinecounsellingcollege)
I’m in such a bitter mood + I’m really fucking sick so I can’t do anything except lie down and naturally I’m just a volatile person so I’m sitting here resisting the urge to angry cry since I have no energy to punch anything.
- My parents had a petty argument which means their not talking now which ultimately means I have no money to get a ball dress because they’re immature teenagers. Like I wouldn’t even be angry if it weren’t for the fact that I SPECIFICALLY made sure everything was ORGANISED so that none of this would happen but as usual I was the fucking obedient child and was too empathetic towards everyone and now I’m in this mess.
- I’m in a position where I feel as though I am not wanted in a situation similar to that of a psycho bitch I knew that actually had a reason for everyone to hate her and I’m just lying here like what did I do what makes me unlikeable and my head is just full of crappy thoughts and my body is not responding and I’m so sick of relying on other people
P.S if you don’t like the Spider-Man movies with Tobey Maguire then we can never, ever be friends.
Okay I’m 80% sure I’m dead.
